hey, it's me — Christina ♡

Christina Loses It

…and honestly? Same. Welcome in.

Creative Chaos • Work • Wellness • Art

This is my real-life vlog — no filter, no highlight reel. I'm working from home, navigating perimenopause, getting healthier-ish, and making art to stay sane. Some days I have it together. Most days I'm losing my mind — and filming it anyway.

Watch the chaos See what I'm juggling

the daily question around here:

What am I losing it over today?

the sticky notes on my actual wall

The Chaos

Four tabs open in my brain at all times. This is the whole show — every vlog lives somewhere on one of these notes.

Working…

WORK — the from-home juggle

  • Emails
  • Deadlines
  • Pretend I'm fine

Deadlines • Meetings • $$$

Para Menopause

yes, we're talking about it

  • Hot flashes
  • Mood swings
  • Brain fog
  • Still hot though!

WTF?? — also, same.

Lose Weight

the healthier-ish era

  • Move my body
  • Eat better(ish)
  • Feel good
  • Again…

Small steps, big dreams ♡

Create

art is cheaper than therapy. barely.

  • Paint
  • Make art
  • Be me
  • It's therapy

Paint everywhere. Worth it.

Caffeine
Creativity
Chaos

← the official fuel of this entire channel. In that order. Every day.

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Watch the Vlogs

New videos are on the way. Here's the kind of beautiful mess you can expect around here:

work from home A Very Normal
Morning*

Morning Chaos Diaries

Coffee, deadlines, and pretending I'm fine — the work-from-home routine, exactly as unfiltered as it sounds. *Nothing about it is normal.

coming soon ♡
art therapy Paint It Out

Paint With Me

Making art to stay sane: paint on my hands, feelings on the canvas, and small steps toward feeling good — in the studio and in life.

coming soon ♡

Filming is underway — hit follow below so the first videos find you the minute they drop.

Still showing up though..!

That's the whole heart of this channel. Not showing up perfect — showing up imperfect, funny, and honest, with brain fog and paint on my hands and a to-do list that regenerates overnight.

If you're juggling too much, feeling a little feral, and doing it anyway — you're my people. Pull up a chair. We're losing it together, and we're still here. That's the win.

Imperfect Funny Honest
same girl… too much to do… still going ♡